From the time I was able to gather and understand knowledge from a spectrum as a young child and growing into adulthood, life has thought me many things.
First and foremost above all things my life and way were gradually being instructed, directed, and governed by God Almighty his Son Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit, as I put God in everything that I do.
And those words were also echoed to my soul of understanding from my grandmother on her death bed, "Put God in everything that you do" a permanent reminder always surfacing in thought.
My experience coming into this world as far as I can remember was quite a challenge but I made it thus far, I nearly lost my life in the womb just hours after being birth.
And I was allowed by God's grace to see those experiences to be able to communicate them to my mother when I was able to speak.
My life experience span is of gathering more information of knowledge in what I call a training ground, as it was a "learn-as-you-go' effect of happenings that made me more aware of myself as a person.
My potential, the people around me, ways of life, living, influences good and bad, systems and negative by-lines of people that were trying to change the good spectrum of who I truly am.
I realized that it's the same familial damming structure that uses different individuals who bid to turn others into naught, bad injecturary that would try to push individuals off a true path unto a depleted course.
I know what True Love is, and I know that truth and positive aspects are the way to a constructive life for good motives.
As a young child deep within my being, I was always walking with a passion to see everyone safe, and happy, to see babies smiling and happy with the cutest of laughter that trails a soul with joy.
I was always looking for sad people to give them good words of conversation to help lift them and put a smile not only on their faces but also in their souls and hearts, which I always had the sense to feel the energy when they were equipped with it in good uplifting standing.
I know that I am here just like all others out there, that is sharing caring, showing, and pushing a pulse of unified Love energy of light into dark places and weary bodies.
And as I also help those gathered I am also helping to understand more.
I've adapted and aligned to a true way, and I've realized that in life it's a matter of staying balanced, things, situations and people tend to tempt that good part of oneself, to try to overthrow and disconnect us from true paths and potentials.
Strength is needed always, as self-control, wisdom, discernment fearlessness, commitment, faith, trust, and love.
The Strength to be strong enough to turn away from all tempting negative influences in whatever sultry or appetizing way they may come is always needed to help balance us.
Self-control is needed to be used as a guideline tool to know ways of dispositions of when, what, where, and how you should institute self on meaningful and not the meaningless.
The Discernment of Wisdom is needed to read through the coded lines of deception and see through the masking disposition of every lie.
With fearlessness, you can carry yourself and stand up to represent a self-will-structured mind and anyone if need be.
Love is always needed to help balance self so as not to fuse off and engage in the arrogance of ignorance that others might want to portray.
Faith and holding unto it gives a structure to live by, a knowing through faith that there is a higher more superior power that is in charge of good things to happen, that will eventually remove bad.
Faith in God and knowing God's institutions gives the blueprint to live by, the knowledge that there is more to what we see in life, The creator, the sovereign king made everything in life for life.
Love puts on a dedicated role to keep the structure of self intact, with a dedication to the positive realm of peace, awareness, and structure.
From a young child, I've had supernatural experiences, Angelic visitations ghastly interference, I've seen and heard.
I've experienced the physical and the natural world and I know that God is real it's not only a belief it's knowing because I know, that I know that I know, as experienced was the floorboards that I stood on.
Some individuals may want to question my Truths, but I don't have to validate intrusive minds with no knowledge or willingness to understand God for themselves.
To seek God, they must be a willingness to want God, and when they seek God he will be found, then Truth will be revealed, self Experiences could be the best teachers because eventually, you will know the Truth of all matters from what is experienced.
At some point in an individual's life they will encounter God, just remember it's always God's timing and when they are ready to receive.
I've been helped up when I was down, I've been strengthened when I was feeling the weakness coming in, and I've been guided and directed and assigned to do good work.
And through it all, I've learned to balance myself from the invading monstrosities in life, I've learned that the positive passage should outweigh the negative at all costs.
I've learned that it is the best and only way to find value and ordinance of self.
Giving up and giving in to gather with a non-disciplinary ruthless system and people that do not align with the goodness and true value of self that is embedded in one's soul, is just a setting up sabotage for a free helped self-inflicted fall.
It does not make sense to live in torment when one can live in love, peace, calm, and positivity.
Negative influences and systems do not evolve anyone they are just set up to destroy the mind, heart, and soul root base part of an individual.
The genuine willingness of self that identifies self and purpose is what helps to push oneself unto a structured and purposed path.
It is the inner knowing of knowledge to know to whom you belong and what you are here to do, which is "always" a truly motivated helping purpose.
I've come a long way from where, what, and how I was before, God's divine intervention and the willingness of self got me thus far, and I thank My God for where he brought me from, where he is taking me and I know that will continue to keep me safe and strongly structured.
God taught me that experiences in life will help accelerate an individual to their future, and it's not to be belittled, anguished tormented, or weakened by those experiences, it is a matter of gaining higher stronger ground.
By using the experiences as stepping stones to gain higher and stronger ground, you gained a stronger self, and better knowledge to live by.
I've had good and bad experiences in life and what I can say is that the bad ones outweighed the good ones.
Today I am structured and I stand on the Faith and Love of knowing that God will always help me to help myself through, and I've never been disappointed with what God has done, and will continue to do for me.
One particular experience that I had in my life when I was a child, took me to a bitter, angry hateful, resentful, rebellious place, but with God's intervention and my willingness and inner knowing of my true values, that passage of my life was removed and corrected years after, when God knew it was time for me to understand and be equipped with new knowledge, better ways, be cleanse and start the healing process.
The experiences that I had, brought me into a better life and knowing my better self and my true potential.
God also gave me a reminder and it transcended through my consciousness, in Matthew 11v28-29-20 the answer is there, " Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavily laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light"
Those experiences in life made me analyze situations to see the truth of every matter when it was disguised and clothed to cause hurt, pain, and an implosion of self.
I got to understand where everything propelled at me was formed and coming from, I understood why I was targeted and why I was helped.
I was helped to be the symbolic part of my true self, to walk in my purpose, and to do what's right.
Now things in life are understood as each piece of the picture continues to be tucked in place, and the picture becomes clearer to understand.
More pieces are still being assembled and put in place, and I know that the big picture will be grander than I estimated,
and I'm looking forward to the great reveal when God lays it n me.
I am still being taught and I am still learning, that's what life is about, to learn, to grow, and to evolve to a higher frequency of self to understand what truly is, and to help with an institution to help others find their true selves.
It's not about being greedy, selfish, evil, corrupt, and puffed up with pride, and it's certainly not about holding self-agendas that would root others off their protective bases.
It's about a true and defined institution to live and to love willingly by.
I've found that part of me and now I'm patiently waiting to establish myself to freely flow unto more passionate timelines where I can help.
Do I regret the treacherous passages to get here? No, I don't because for me to regret my experiences in life, whether good or bad, will be me regretting the strength, the growth factors, and the wisdom through knowledge of which I accumulated to understand the true part of me, to get where I am, and for that, I have no regrets.
As I said, it's a training ground, and every experience allows us to grow, unfortunately, some individuals fail.
It's about growing and evolving the willingness of my true being of consciousness already knows the true way, and continues to propel me to that format in my life, and I'm taking the ride because I know that it's the right ride for me.
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