People! Suicide is not the way out, don't do it.

All over the world of societies in which we all live, some individuals find themselves going through testing times.

And with all the diseases and viruses that all of a sudden decided to be pushed into our life and living,

There is a staggering among individuals who are giving up on themselves, as they give up the will to live.

Individuals need to be strong, find that little strength from within, and hold on.

These testing times in life should not be the go-a-head to give anyone the ok to end their life.

Your life is more precious than that to throw it away.

Too many suicides are happening, which should not be happening at all.

Individuals need to know that there is a better way of dealing with depression, neglect, rejection, etc, and the loss of love, from family members, etc.

The pandemic crisis is doing a lot, but still, we must all remain strong and grounded mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

Individuals are ending their lives because of hurt, pain, confusion, rejection, etc in other words, from brokenness.

The rejection of not gaining love, from family and others should not be the green light to give anyone the go-ahead to hurt themselves and end their life.

As a young child growing up I too suffered from rejection and the love was not present in the home, in my parents' family, etc.

Rejection and no love also cost my little brother his life.

But you know what, the rejection that they gave me made God accept me and God took me in.

Psalms 27:10 - When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up. Psalms 34:17-20 - [The righteous] cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles. 

I'm not bitter about anything that I went through, I don't hold any hate or anything against anyone.

I actually looked my parents in their eyes and forgive them, it's something that I do after being taught by God, I forgive, release them, and send them love, and I have continued to use that method as a workbook continually in my life genuinely from my heart. 

Without being burdened by the weight of spiritual form factors, that may try to weigh my heart, mind, and soul down.

My heart is for love only nothing else cannot take its place.   

God showed me what true love is when he took me in.

My broken heart, the pain which was stabbing me like a knife, the wild mind thoughts of coming and going into a world of taunting voices that were just so eager to help me find a way out of what they call a miserable life, they all went away.

And I've never felt such an overwhelming Love as God's love.

When you get to know and understand God's love you will be able to identify the errors in man's love that is lacking real substance to grow.

I don't have to hunger for anyone's betraying gesture of what they so highly think is love because I received and continue to get the ultimate love.

What expressions of gesturing love that may flow to me from others whether it a just a by-word or a futile expression that they try to give me to soak their egos, I always know what it is if it's not the real thing.

Real and genuine love expressions coming through from someone with a genuine heart will only add to what Love has.

As it continues to envelop me and make a symphony of loves energy expressions to help me with a calm, peaceful, and comfortable state of mind in understanding ways of movements to feel safe and comfortable.

The Love of Jesus Christ can heal all broken hearts and bewildered minds, God healed me, and many can get healed.

Now, knowing from what I thought I understand that love is not present in any place that is not willing to accompany it, and my parents, etc did not allow it in. 

Individuals need to understand that with rejection and the weakness of the mind dark energies in the world like to taunt individuals by speaking to their minds.

Ephesians 6:12  For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Not only will they have a replay of constant taunting of cruel words from people that try to belittle and scorn you, but they will add more to the conversation reel as they go on and push your mind and structure onto a path to end your life.

Individuals need to know that suicide is not the way, it's not the right way, and it's never a good way out when you hurt yourself to give up on a precious life that you have.

Call upon the name of Jesus Christ to let God heal your broken-heart mind etc.

Your brokenness can get healed pain is not permanent there is a process that can be applied.

Strength lies within it just for the individual to manifest it to show its light.

Let Jesus Christ help you to manifest that light and strength within to help you to heal and go on.

I am older now and I have the knowledge and impartation of authentic love and the careship which it carries, to be able to let it be the foundation of my life going forward, for and with my children

As I closed this article, I hope and pray that individuals that are heavy burdens, allow Jesus Christ into their life to heal them, free them and keep them safe, as Jesus Christ has continued to do with me.

Acts 2v21  And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.

Abortions! To do or not to do!

With the recent overthrowing of the abortion bill, with it came many emotions, comments, views, and attitudes flared up.

Many question its linkage while others welcomed it with open arms.

The diverse commentary highlights continued to be funneled in societies of nations around the world, as procedures continue to be put in place to remove and block out all elements and presences of abortions clinic, locations and attributes that once were.

As a woman and the barer of her own body what does she say about this recent abortion bill, what can she do what does it mean for her?

Many will continue to have views, many will deliberate, many will have anger flared ups, and as we saw, many just welcome it in.

As far as the abortion bill goes what does it mean for unwanted pregnancies, a fetus with congenital disorders, impregnated rape victims, young children that conceived, health problems, and fetuses that puts the mother's life in danger?

Do these people have a say regarding how they are going to handle the situations that they so abruptly found themselves conceiving a child out of and through many errors?

What can I say as a woman? As a woman, I can see the two sides of it all, the factor that goes with and the factor that goes against it.

Everything does have a negative and a positive and it is always best to let it balance out to let the positive truly work.

I'm not ignorant about abortion, I know what an abortion is.

I know the procedures the before and after feeling and the situations that brought some to its doors.

I know what it is to bring an unwanted child into the world, the child suffers most of the time.

I don't think that individuals are ignorant of the fact that many babies have been dumped in the garbage, roadside, woods, etc, by fathers and mothers who reject their own.

And I have not even spoken about the children that are now suffering because the mother or father does not want them.

Some of us as grown men and women already know what that feels like, as some of the childhood stories are very bad.

There is a lot of mixed emotional flying all over the place, abortions were done to get a better way out of a bad situation.

I'm not to or for abortions I'm just equally yoked, as I always look at the reason why?

There must be a reason behind something before you decide to do it.

And the reason must be able to pull its weight on the floor, it must be able to be of substantial agreements as to why it's needed to be done.

There are two sides maybe three to this whole abortion bill issue,

Having an abortion because of a life-threatening situation, a young child getting pregnant by someone, a fetus congenital disorder,  or rape should be able to pass the by-laws of the abortion bill.

The pain, hurt, trauma, stress etc, need to be removed from the bearers.

On the other hand, just having an abortion because of slack behavior, by risking the body with unsafe sex that would lead to an unwanted pregnancy should never be allowed.

Abortion clinics should not be the resort to go to for unwanted pregnancies through unsafe sex.

Individuals need to be wise, aware, and more sensible than that.

Some may argue that a woman's body is hers and she should be able to do whatever she wants with it.

And to this I say exactly, everyone's willpower does belong to them to do or not to do, but, it should not be used as a setup, a negotiator, a compromiser, or a fluke.

Women and men need to be wise and aware of their situations that would only lead to consequences in the end.

If you don't want a baby, you simply and easily protect yourself, what's so hard about that to do.

A woman not showing safety to her body will speak volumes and it will show in the end.

Abortions clinics etc, should not be a 24/7 go-through drive-through, it should not be a trending thing, that a woman can do, it must be controlled.

Getting Abortions had become so loose and ordinary, and everyone took a shot at it and just abused the cause to have an abortion and the system on which it laid.

In societies in a world of nations, there are women, young girls even children, that are suffering because of rape, sexual abuse, health problems, or fetus congenital disorder, so where does it leave them, and what will be the outcome of their cries to get an abortion to help solve their pending issues?

I think that some people have become very selfish, they are all self-centered and self-ridden, and they careless about anyone or what they have to deal with.

I'm not saying that it's everyone, I'm just saying that it's some people.

The abortion bill also brought light to some individuals' hearts as the killing of a young fetus in their eyes is an unlawful and evil thing.

Of course, killing a young child is unlawful and evil, but is removing a fetus that has not gained its human features and characteristics also killing a child?

As I said, the mixed emotions will be flaring as different people will continue to have different views, comments attitudes emotions, and opinions.

But you would only know if you have to walk in someone's shoes,  someone that has been raped, carry a fetus with a congenital disorder, if you're too young and was impregnated by sexual abuse, or if you have health problems and the fetus is threatening your life, you would only know if it happens to you.

There are always different sides to everything, a negative view and a positive view, at the end of the day a balance needs o to happen.

The good should always outweigh the bad.

There should never be a system that continues to be abused.

 A situation for a circumstance happens, and the doors should be open just to let the ones that need it most to get in.

Deliberate acts to use abortions as a fast track to getting life and body back to get things out of the way should not be a compromising system.

Abortions should be on a system that helps individuals that find themselves in bad and difficult situations like rape, a young child being abused and impregnated, bad health, and life being threatened to carry a fetus or fetus congenital disorder.

A door in the system must be kept open to help these people.

It should not be a system used as a trending place for women to go after their sex games.

And now for the last part of my article, I look at the other side of the abortion bill.

These days everything has politics entwined, and when I heard of the new abortion bill, I felt that there was a need for a new generation with vaccine inputs, hence the new

 abortion bill.

Until now, no one knows what's inside those vaccines, and with the recent passing of millions of people during the covid highlighted time the generation gap needs to be filled.

And where else can it be easily filled but by a new generation of vaccinated babies birth from vaccinated parents or vaccinated after birth?

All installed with new programming, a new generation that's already equipped to be easily managed.

For months we were hearing of a need to cut the population by millions, so far many have passed on.

Then the vaccine's push was in effect, and now it's all about saving fetuses. 

Some things there seemed very suspect, I'm just saying.